Alchemy of my life..

I was a 8th grade student that time. Including all my friends, i was attended the only girls' high school in a small town. So, there were all girls.I had four frinds in my group and we were friends from my early childhood. We read and write together, and played together all the years. Suddenly, i noticed that they are avoiding me. They always used to pick me up from my house and we all used to go to school together. We did not have car and the school was not far from our school. Also, we used to come to home from school together. This was unusual that they are going home without me and do not wait for me. At the lunch time, they eat together and ignoring me. They are playing together avoiding me. We used to sit together and now they do not have any seats for me.

I was alone. My ins and out everywhere i felt alone. I felt like "I am alone, alone, alone on a wide sea" like the ancient mariner. My heart was broken. It was paining so much. I aws crying when i came home. I did not eat and i could not sleep for long time. I needed the answer of the question, why? But, I did not ask them why they were doing this to me? What was my fault? I was trying to find the answer, but i couldn't find it. I loved them from the bottom of my heart and i had all the good memories with them when someone ask me about friends. I thought i was failed to be a good friend. I have no skills to become a friend. I am just a girl, very ordinary girl. Then, i had decided to spend all my times with study. I Shared this with my mom. She told me that sometimes people do something wrong and you have no control to them. It does not mean that you do not have the quality to become a friend. May be their thinking is not right. I thought people may cheat, but books never cheated with people. I worked very hard with study, because i wanted to forget everything. Although, it was shocking for me.

When i got my final result from the board, i was so happy. I got A grade and i was the only girl who had the greatest score on the exam. My family and teachers were very proud of me. I felt that time that their ignoring was a blessing for me. Otherwise, i would not understand that books are the real friend in life. Gradually, I have also learned that they were doing something bad that's why they were avoiding me. Thanks, to almighty that they avoided me. that's why i had the greatest score in my class. I have realized that Sometimes, in your life bad things bring hope and success. I got a lesson that you always have to be strong no matter what happens in your life and who leaves you. Believe in God and keep faith on God that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.