Well and woe of these days...

Sometimes, days are very good and sometimes does not go well. I think, It is the law of the world and we have to handle it. That's the the way of the world. If people do not agree, they cannot keep pace with time and tide. Foe me, now-a-days i do not feel very well physically. I am not only tired, but also exhausted. I do not feel like cooking, cleaning, babysitting, assignments, class. These are too much for me. I wish, someone could help me with all of these things.Someone will take care of my children, clean my house, do my assignments, etc. But, who will do tthese things? Nobody will do that for me, because nobody is here for me. Although my husband cooks for us and that's a great help. However, i am missing my country where i had lots of help. I did not have to cook, clean anything. I were like a bird and i could anytime i wanted. I am missing those days so much!!
My husband cooks well. Anyway, whenever i have bad days, i always try to use my emotional intelligence to control myself and bad days. I try to convince myself that life is full of struggles and it is the rules. I wish, i could help some people who cannot control their emotion and try to kill themselves. If they understand and better control their emotions and use emotional intelligence, they would not take any dangerous decisions for their life, rather they would be able to use these bad days as Alchemy. As an example, i am exhausted right now with everything on my plate, but i try to ccalm down, play with my kids and try to be happy. I spend more time with them and want to be childish and innocent. I am trying to avoid the distress and distraction. I want to focus on my goal, that's all.
Spending time with my kids Before Covid, if i was feeling sad, i went to the nature and felt the freshness of nature. It is different right now, because of the Corona virus, i do not want to go outside with kids. I am feeling too much because wearing mask cannot feel anything from nature. It is like a berrier for me. That's why outside idea is not working right now. So, i was busy with making things with my kids. they are making crown out of paperbox and i also joined with them. I had a fun still i feel the weakness in my body. It might take time to be okay again. I believe in God and I hope evrything will be fine again. Hope is the light when i see darkness in front of me. I pray for myself, my family, and all the the living things in the world. God will take care of everyone, everyday!
We made a crown out of paperbox

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  1. Prof. JeglinskiMarch 9, 2021 at 11:13 AM

    Great post.

    Very honest, well-written, and real emotion. You're right, life is full of ups and downs and it's important to see the limit of each when we feel a bit down. Times are tough for everyone right now, but it seems like the pandemic situation is improving, and soon we will be able to move about more freely.

    I'm glad that you have such great children to bring you joy and silliness in these times. Many people are locked inside with themselves. I'm glad to hear that you have great kids and a supportive husband that also is a good cook.

    The blog has a great design. I like the images you chose. Time will keep moving on. Keep working and trying to get your assignments done on time. These are good times to write out the hard emotions, process them, and regain your footing/perspective.

    You're doing it here, and I hope writing this helped.


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